He asked me ... "what would you do if we won't meet again"?
He left me without breath ... and I answered him ... "it has happened ... it happened 19 years ago ... I've lived this story every day for 19 years ... What do you think I would do? ... I'll cry for you again until I'll have tears! Why ... why are you asking me this?"
I couldn't imagine ... I would have started writing a blog ...
I feel abandoned ... and lonely ... he is far away ... back to Kuwait ... back to his life ... back ... more than 2600 miles away from me ... living his life!
It's about one month since we met after 19 years ... after three incredible months passed chatting ... videochatting ... talking and writing ...
It's about one month since we kissed with a burning passion ... since we became one single body ...
Where is him now? Why is he avoiding me? Why is he ignoring me? Why? Why? Why?
I am dieing day by day ... trying to find the way back to my life exactly as he has done ...
but I love him ... I really love him ... and my life is irremediably changed.
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