After one year and a half ...

After one year and half ... I am still crying for him ... he come and goes as he likes ... but we haven't met anymore since those unforgettable 4 days spent together.
Who is this man ... who can do all this to me?

He has deleted me from all his contacts once again ... this time forever!

I've f****d my life up changing totally after 19 years. Lost husband, home, relationships, connection with half of my world!

I'm starting again after all this! I don't know how and where am I founding such a power! But I am doing it!!!

Probably it's really better for both if he keeps far ... but my heart wish to meet him again! To kiss him again! To hold his hand again!

He won't consider me anymore ... this is his way to take care of my heart!

By the way ...  I've read my last posts dated 2009 ... don't tell me this is not true love ...

After one year and half without meeting him ... I am still thinking of him night and day!!!I

I am praying for him to change his mind and to meet each others once again!!!